*me, myself & i. [raw]

.facts Of my life.

* i hate sunrises, they make me feel like i've lost another day of my life. * yet my favorite hour is 5.30am. * i've loved 3 times in my life, but i've never been loved back on those 3 times. * i love sunsets. * i enjoy long trips by car, but only if i'm driving. it helps me clear my head. * i like driving around at 3 or 4am, when the streets are empty. * i enjoy smoking cigarettes when it's chilly. * i always smoke with a glass of coke&ice. * i write all my dreams, cuz somehow, they always come true. * i love the sea, at nite. * i have a thing for asian guys. * i've never had a real boyfriend. * i call sex: "cocoa", yet i don't know why. it has no sense at all. * i love to dance, and i do it all the time, specially naked at night. * i dress up and make my own catwalk, whenever i'm go out. * i'm a hypocrite. * i'm a liar. * i believe in karma. * i love my chihuahua more than anything. he seems to be the only one who understands me. * i'm a narcissist. * i wanted to be a shrink, but i chose to be a lawyer. * i love studying people, i consider myself an antropologist. * i don't like bathing. i do it anyways, tho. * i love to sing, and whenever i can i sing my lungs out. * i think i'm beautiful, i know i am. * i consider myself perfect. * they say i'm made of stone. * i am. * i wants my kids to be asian. * i love chinese food and i could eat it forever. * mexican food makes me sick. * i believe in aliens, and they take me at nite. * i used to be a racist. * now, i hate all kinds of people. * i love friederich nietzsche and his view of life. * i enjoy reading, specially philosophy, at late hours of the night. * i'm stoic. * i hate stupid emo kids, yet i enjoy some of their music. * i believe my pourpose in life is to make other people's life miserable. * that's why karma always gets back at me. * yet, i have so much fun at it. * i'm always hungry. * i hate catholics and protestants. * i'm proud and my ego is higher that the empire state...way higher. * nothing brings me down for real. most of the times i fake it to get useless attention. * i'm happy. * i love planes & traveling on them. * i like biting and kissing my dog when he's asleep. * i hate sleeping, it's a waste of time. * i wish i had enough money to buy all the x files seasons. * i enjoy speeding. * windy days are my favorites, specially when it rains too. * skool sux. * i enjoy taking walks, alone, late at nite. * i love surprises. * i hate planning stuff, it always comes wrong. * i hate people who think they're superior, when they know they're not. it's ridiculous. * i hate fake people. * i hate people who'd steal your complete personality.

* i hate people who live in fantasy worlds inside their head. hello! step back into the -Reality- room. * my favorite food ever is the big mac. * i hate ugly people, that's why i hate most people. * i love money. * sometimes i dream of having a simpler life. but it just won't happen. * i enjoy playing with people's minds, it's so easy and fun. * i consider myself al pacino's character in the devil's advocate. * vanity, i love it. * i enjoy singing in portuguese. * i love the 80's.

* i think i look uglier with my braces off.

* i despise the kind of people who try to lie but they do it so wrong there's no way of buying it.

* lying for me is an art.

* i utterly hate asskissers.

* when i love someone i tell them.

* i get depressed at least twice in one year.

* i love feelings-less sex. and i hate when the other part ends up liking me.

* i once fell inlove out of sex. just once. it was (is?) weird.

* i like vampires.

* i enjoy watchin cartoons, anime & such.

* i wanted to be an architect.

* i want to learn how to speak japanese.

* i've been all over my country.

* i've been kidnaped.

* i also want to be a writer. i consider my life to be a bestseller.

* when i'm rich & powerfull i'll have a panda farm.

* i collect coins & other insignificant stuff from every country i go.

* i trickd a guy for 5 over years over the net. he still calls me.

* i bite my nails. can't stop doing it either.

* i play the piano, but i don't know how to read music.

* i want 1 kid. a boy.

* i hate soap operas.

* i love to gossip & critizice. & i have no mercy.

* i enjoy playing with fire.

* i find cooking very relaxing and delishus.

* i was involved in a shooting recently. sadly no one died.

* i have been thinking about death often. like i want to be killed.

* it'll be a really amusing change of scene.

to be continued[...]