*tanze!

*i feel like dancing!*

*10.

*yesterday, i saw one of the greatest masterpieces of art made on earth:

-·10 tiny love stories·-

*written & directed by Rodrigo García, who in my opinion is one of the best writers ever. this movie is about 10 women. each of them give a monologue on camera about that one man who changed her life dramatically. seeing these women describe what happenend to them at one point of their lives was amazing. they're actresses but you get caught in the way the talk or act cuz it's so real you forget it's scripted. some even cried "remembering" or talking about themselves & their situations. i've never heard a woman speaking so straigh and forward about her feelings or what this guy did to her, how he did it and how it felt... in such a crude way. so beautiful, so alive, so me. it's so encouraging, it's a movie that's telling women to speak out their feelings, to let them all out, to not be ashamed cuz other women may feel the same... or have the same experiences.

*anyways, this movie inspired me in such a way that i've decided to write about my own ·10 tiny love stories· and i'll see if can get to 10...

*whO.

·mi ñiño·

*he died, he shouldn't have.

they told me he was going to make it.

it was a lie.

*

gOd, answer me now:

*who's going to cuddle with me to keep me warm thru the cold nights?

*who's going to stare at me in the afternoons to wake me up?

*who's going to nibble on my fingers when i'm writting on the keyboard, so i payed attention?

*who's going to be there for me when i'm down?

*who's going come with me on a ride, to look out the car window & bother other people?

*who's going to play the games we used to play?

*who's going to need me the way he used to need me?

*who's going to love me they way he did?

*

*noOne*

*

*i miss you so much & i can't imagine life without you, i feel so lost, so alone.

i love you, so much... with all my heart & soul.

i'll never forget you.

never.